Saturday, June 21, 2025

Through the Camera's Lens: Duke University

I had some film that needed to be used before expiration (Polaroid film is extremely expensive for the amount of exposures you get). I took some shots around Duke University. When I first moved to Durham back in 2021, I lived in Durham. My apartment was in walking distance of Duke University. Now that I live in Greensboro, I don't go out to Durham much anymore. 

 


Duke Chapel taken from the main roundabout. Older Polaroid cameras aren't the best when it comes to taking distance shots. It's also hard to see the Chapel due to how bright the sun was. 
 

A closer shot of the chapel as I drew closer. It's still difficult to see due to the color of the chapel and how bright it was that day. Adjusting the brightness to get the best shot is always a challenge.
 

 The chapel taken from the "main" courtyard of the campus.
 

 Adjacent to the campus is the Sarah P Duke Gardens. Sarah was the widow of one of Duke's founders, Benjamin N. Duke. This shot was taken near one of the various entrances. 
 

 The Terrace Gardens and Cindy Brodhead Pergola (in the way distance)
 


 The Terrace Gardens taken with my iPhone 13 Pro Max
 
 


 
 Roney Fountain in the Mary Duke Biddle Rose Garden. This area of the gardens is my favorite location.
 
 

The Roney Fountain and Duke-Biddle Rose Garden taken with my iPhone. 
 

 The Meyer Bridge in the Culberson Asiatic Arboretum. It would have been an immaculate shot if it weren't for the four light streaks in the photo. 
 
Meyer Bridge taken from a different angle and distance. 
 
 

 One of the entrances into the Arboretum. In the distance is the tea house. 
 

 
 

The Tea House up close. 
 

The tea house taken with my iPhone. 
 

 A Tetsu Bachi. 
 


 Day-Lilies I saw in someone's front yard in Chapel Hill. The film doesn't do the flowers' colors justice.
 
 




The lilies taken with my iPhone. The deep red lilies are my favorite. Fun fact: Daylilies are not real lilies. They belong to a different genus. 





 

Thursday, June 19, 2025

Through the Camera's Lens: Savannah, Georgia

I'm super late posting these shots. Around mid-May, I spent two nights in Savannah. I had recently graduated from my clinical research program and had also turned 30 back in April. It was a gift to myself. Unfortunately, I didn't do much the second day or the last day. I had an itinerary planned out but I was so exhausted from school and work (I worked a lot of OT around that time), I stayed in my hotel and relaxed. These photos were taken on the day I arrived. I had dinner at this place downtown. After I finished, I walked all the way to Forsyth Fountain. Due to the sun's position, these shots aren't my best. I keep forgetting to take pictures when the light is behind me.

 

 


Picture of a neighborhood I snapped.
 

 A picture of a street I snapped.
 

 

Forsyth Fountain taken from a distance.
 
 
 
Closer shot of Forsyth Fountain.
 
 

The one of the pathways leading to Forysth. 




A steamboat on the Savannah River.
 

 Steamboat on the Savannah River.
 

 A dilapidated house in SC. In a previous post, I visited a ruined church in Yemassee, SC. I passed this house on my way home to NC. It took me the same way on my way back from Savannah. I had two exposures left and decided to snap this house.
 

 





 




 

 


Saturday, June 7, 2025

The Girl in the Wych Elm: Part Eleven

 


11. Broken Towers

Solomon Hightower and his late wife, Josephine (Josie) had one child together, thirteen-year-old Apollo. Crippled by grief over Josie’s untimely death, Solomon began to ignore and neglect his son not long after she passed away. Much of the widower’s time was occupied by his judicial duties which kept his mind off Josie. Solomon’s unhealthy coping mechanism took a devastating toll on his relationship with Apollo, who was abandoned in the care of nannies and estate staff. Apollo’s aunt, Naomie, was the last ray of light that shone in his life.

Unfortunately, Naomie’s maternal love for her nephew wasn’t enough for the troubled youth. Apollo only desired attention, affection, and acknowledgment from his father. But at every interval, Solomon dismissed his son when the boy tried to reconnect with him.

“I’m here to see my Aunt Naomie.” Apollo told the nurse in a boorish tone. “You can open the door.”

The anxious nurse looked over to her colleague. Apollo glared at the women, wondering what was taking so long. He gave them a simple direction. “I’m-I’m so- I’m so sorry I have to tell you this Apollo.” He couldn’t see his aunt.

Since age five, Naomie was afflicted with a terrible autoimmune disease which left her body weakened, susceptible to chronic infections and illnesses, and in constant agonizing pain. Her disease worsened as the years passed. Naomie rarely left her suite. Apollo lashed out at the medical staff for denying him access to his aunt. “My dad’s going to hear about this, and you’re all going to lose your jobs.” He told them in a bratty manner.

The nurses revealed to Apollo that it was Solomon who told them to keep him away. Naomie was recuperating from a cold. They explained to Apollo that it was deadly to someone heavily immuno-compromised like his aunt. Solomon wouldn’t take any further risks with his sister. “I’m sorry, sweetheart.” The second nurse lamented.

“Okay then… When… When will I be able to see her next?” The nurses looked at each other again. “Don’t worry about it… Your answer’s clear.” Until it was okay with Solomon, Apollo wouldn’t be able to see Naomie any time soon. “Just tell her… I came by…” The heartbroken boy hung his head.

The nurses said they were more than happy to do that. “Knowing that you came by to see her will brighten Miss Naomie’s day.” That wasn’t good enough for Apollo. He just wanted to see his aunt. On his way out the door, Apollo discarded the art kit he had brought with him. His aunt loved painting. He and Naomie would spend hours painting together during his visits with her.

Solomon’s son was a terribly troubled youth. His mother was dead. His aunt was chronically ill. And his father was concerned with other things. The seeds of pain, trauma, rage, loneliness, and resentment took root inside his soul. Something inside him broke. The sweet child whom everyone around West Eden felt sorry for became a nuisance. He acted out and terrorized everyone who crossed his path. Their empathy for him became disdain. They all turned their backs on him. No one could control him. Apollo was a lost cause.

Vivianne received the worst of Apollo’s mistreatment. He was particularly ruthless and antagonistic when it came to her. She was the easiest victim to torment because she was soft-spoken and gentle. Apollo bullied Vivianne out of envy. He craved the love her parents showered her with. The girl not being Dante’s and Beatrice’s biological daughter only made his rage fester. Why was she blessed and not me? How come my life’s so miserable? Apollo reflected on those questions every time he watched Vivianne with her parents. He was brought to tears every time those unanswered questions crossed his mind. To Apollo, it wasn’t fair.

“She wouldn’t be so happy if she knew they weren’t her real parents…” A malicious idea came to mind. Vivianne’s parentage wasn’t a secret around West Eden. The only person who didn’t know was her. Out of spite, Apollo decided he would break the truth to Vivianne. “She’ll probably cry until she vomits.” The deviant child snickered to himself. He couldn’t wait to see her reaction. Vivianne would never be happy as long as Apollo was miserable.

Apollo had an awful habit of thinking out loud, however. Olsen and Joaquin overheard his harmful intentions; they had been passing through the area. Olsen, Horatio’s brother, became enraged. He snatched Apollo by the collar and slammed the boy into the wall. “We heard what you said, brat.” Olsen pressed his forehead against Apollo’s. He wanted the troublemaker to see the fire in his eyes.

Joaquin lit a cigarette and assumed the role of the good cop. “Look, kid, I know your life sucks ass but taking it out on Vivianne and everyone else isn’t how you deal with your issues.” When it came to Dante and his family, Horatio and Olsen were fiercely protective. They would give their lives for the man and his family.

Apollo blew a raspberry. “Let me go and back up.” He told the men they were beneath him; he didn’t have to listen to them. Olsen slammed the boy into the wall again. Apollo’s head painfully bounced off the surface. He became dizzy. “I’m going to tell my dad! You can’t put your hands on me like this.” He squirmed and fought against Olsen’s hold.

Tired of his good cop act, Joaquin switched sides. He stepped in and smacked the boy in the mouth. “Shaddup…” The man said, irritated. “We’re not going back and forth with you. Arguing with a child is beneath us.” Joaquin brought the lit cigarette dangerously close to Apollo’s left eye. The terrified boy stopped squirming. “

“I’ve reached the end of my patience with you, Apollo.” Olsen’s hold on the boy tightened. “You’ve already told you several times to stay away from Vivianne.” Had Apollo not been Solomon’s son, Olsen would have whooped the boy’s ass sooner. “If you go anywhere near Vivianne again, especially flapping those lips of yours, the boys’ lacrosse team is going to find themselves one boy short before playoffs.” Olsen opened his hand. Joaquin handed over his cigarette which was used to burn Apollo’s leg. He screamed, alerting some maids and a butler. “Can’t play lacrosse with two broken legs.”

The maids and butler came running to Apollo’s aid. “Um, is everything okay here?” The first maid asked with a trembling voice. “We heard scream-”

“The young master was trying to smoke a cigarette in secret but burned himself when we caught him. Everything’s okay now. We’ll take him to the house physician.” Joaquin and Olsen sent the trio away.

The maids and butler didn’t believe the obvious lie; however, they were in no position of authority to question the claim. “O-okay then…” The first maid nervously wrung her apron. “A-Apollo, you-you can’t sm-smoke inside the ho-house. Mis-mister Sol-Solomon will be-be u-upset.” Smoking in the shared areas of the house wasn’t. Family members who lived in balcony suites were permitted to do so though.

“Don’t worry your pretty face. We’re not gonna let Apollo start such a bad habit.” He winked and clicked his teeth. Olsen and Joaquin watched the staff like hawks until they left the area. “As we were-” Apollo kneed the man in his groin. “You shit!” He grabbed at the boy, but Apollo was quicker than him.

“I’m going to tell dad what you did to me.” He stuck out his tongue.

Joaquin turned red from laughter. “Solomon isn’t going to do anything to us about you. So, save your breath, brat.” He called Apollo a stupid and ignorant child.

Olsen jumped in and doubled down on the statement. “Do you really think Solomon hasn’t been in the know about your mischievous antics around the estate?” Joaquin helped Olsen to his feet. He braced himself against the wall.

The men were correct. Solomon knew about his son’s problematic and disruptive behavior. Unbeknownst to the boy, his misdeeds weren’t going unpunished. Solomon already had a solution in place. Apollo turned fourteen in July. Solomon planned to send him off to a boarding school somewhere on the West Coast. He wasn’t supposed to know until the time came, but Olsen accidentally revealed the secret. The distraught Apollo felt the world crash down around him. He felt like his father was throwing him away.

You’re the reason I’m this way! Apollo screamed internally. This is all your fault, dad. All the boy desired was the warmth of his father’s love and the look of his gaze. You’re just a mean bastard. Not even the pain of his mother’s death came close to the pain caused by his father’s apathy.

Apollo sprinted past Olsen and Joaquin. He didn’t want the men to see him cry. To bathe in the delight of his tears. Apollo ran until he reached his father’s suite on the third floor. Solomon would hear what he had to say, even if he didn’t want to listen.

 

Solomon’s meeting concluded at the exact moment Apollo came barging into his room. When he laid eyes on his son, an annoyed sigh escaped Solomon’s mouth. “We’ll meet again on Tuesday about this.” Solomon told the group before they dismissed for the evening. “Yes, Apollo?” He made no attempt to disguise his annoyance. Solomon kept his eyes focused on the folder in his lap.

“Olsen… He said he was going to break my legs and then he burned me with a cigarette.” Look. At. Me! He beckoned silently. Look. At. ME! Apollo’s nails dug into his palms. Solomon never looked up.

The tired judge sighed again; he massaged his forehead. “Well, what did you do this time, Apollo?” The doubt and irritation in his father’s voice sent the boy over the edge. “Olsen must have had a good reason. You haven’t exactly been on your best behavior as of recently.” His father automatically siding with Olsen intensified the pain. Apollo wasn’t sad; he was furious.

For the first time in his thirteen years of life, Apollo raised his voice to his father. His own courage surprised him. “I’m not going! You’re not gonna throw me away like trash.”

Solomon threw back his head. Another frustrated groan echoed through the room. He couldn’t stand vague answers or statements. “Apollo…what are you talking about?” The man’s patience with his son was thin enough. It became thinner as the conversation persisted. Solomon was already burdened with a heavy enough caseload. He wanted the conversation to be over with but knew Apollo wouldn’t leave until he heard what his son had to say.

“You’re going to send me away when I turn fourteen.” Solomon slammed the case file down on his desk. His eyes finally met Apollo’s eyes. That was the first time Apollo had seen his eyes since Josie’s death. It nearly took his breath away. His father’s eyes had changed so much. They weren’t the same eyes as Apollo remembered them. The light was gone. All the boy saw was a turbulent storm. Solomon’s eyes held an unnatural darkness. The frightened Apollo didn’t know what to make of the change.

“Olsen’s ass is mine when I see him.” Solomon’s fountain pen snapped in half. His hand and expensive teal shirt were stained with black ink. “Fuck me! Now he owes me a new shirt!” Solomon dabbed the stain with a handkerchief, but it was useless. His shirt was ruined. “This was custom made too…” He fussed loudly.

Apollo continued arguing his point. “Did you hear me? I’m not going. You’re not going to make me.” He told his father with quivering lips. Apollo wouldn’t back down no matter how angry Solomon became at him.

Judge Hightower clasped his hands together. Olsen had opened his big mouth anyways so there was no point in lying. “I’m doing this for your betterment.” He told Apollo boarding school would make him well-rounded and keep him out of trouble (hopefully). “You can always come home…during the holidays or breaks. That aside, this school I picked out for you has everything you’ll need and will need. They also have an excellent boys’ lacrosse team-”

Apollo shrieked at his father. “Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!” He hyperventilated from the anger. “Stop talking! I don’t want to hear anything else from you.” Though a child, Apollo was exceptionally perceptive. A trait he inherited from his mother. He saw through Solomon’s lie. “God should have taken you instead of mommy.” He shrieked again.

Solomon, unbothered, propped his elbow on the armrest. “This…little temper tantrum,” he waved his hand through the air, “are you done now?” He watched Apollo with an absent expression. “You can say and think whatever you want, but I’m not gonna sit here and argue with a child who can barely wipe his own ass.” Solomon told his son it was time to leave. He had three more case files to review before it got too late. It didn’t matter how much Apollo pleaded with and screamed at his father; Solomon’s decision was firm. He was going to boarding school. It was non-negotiable.

The boy wiped his tears. He calmly walked up to his father’s desk. Solomon watched him closely, wondering what his son was up to. In one swift motion, Apollo knocked everything off his father’s desk onto the floor. “Now… I’m done with my tantrum.”

Solomon looked down at the objects scattered around the desk. “Your mother would be so disappointed in how you’ve turned out.” He shook his head with embarrassment.

Apollo leaned into his father’s space. “She would be more disappointed at you and how you’ve treated me. I hate this family! I hate all the Hightowers! All of you can die! All of you!” Solomon watched his son with a cold, hateful sneer as the young boy stormed from his room and vanished into the dark hallway.

 

Apollo buried his face in the first pillow he saw and released an ungodly, anguished scream. That scream came from the depths of his soul. That scream was filled with four years’ worth of suppressed hatred, pain, rage, melancholy, and resentment. “He’s a rotten son of a bitch!” Apollo knocked over the nightstand’s lamp. “Why did you have to take her? It should have been him!” Apollo turned his anger upward to the ceiling, to God. “She didn’t deserve to die!” He asked God why He took kind-hearted people like his mother. Why he allowed sweet people like his Aunt Naomie to suffer. Why terrible people like his father and Olsen and Joaquin and every other Hightower were allowed to continue living. “It’s not fair! It shouldn’t have been her!” The tearful child once again buried his head in the pillow. “Why is life…so unfair…?”

An hour passed. Apollo awoke to find he had cried himself to sleep. It was already nighttime, about a quarter to nine. His dinner tray awaited him on his bistro table. The meal went uneaten. Apollo had no appetite. “I’m not going to that stupid boarding school…” He said in a low voice. “He’s not going to force me either.” The emotionally devastated Apollo decided to leave West Eden on his own accord. “I’ll leave it all behind. The Silver Hightowers. West Eden. Wych Elm. All of it!” His idea sat well with him, and he rushed to his closet to find his suitcase. “I’ll go to my cousins’ home.” The cousins whom he referred to were Laurel, Annaliese, and Dominic.

“Of course, you’re welcomed here, Apollo. We absolutely understand.” Laurel told him over the phone. “We’ll never turn away a Hightower looking for a way out.”

“We recently bought a four-bedroom house too!” Dominic jumped into the conversation. “You’ll have your own room! Although you and I will have to share a bathroom since there’s only two.”

“We’re excited to have you!” Annaliese squealed. “I got into cooking a lot after we left.” The woman was transparent with her young cousin. Life outside of Wych Elm without the luxuries and comforts he was used to would be a difficult adjustment. Anneliese had been depressed during her first year away. Cooking served as a distraction before it became a passion.

Apollo’s cousins had renounced their ties to their Hightower name and moved away from Wych Elm. Their new surname was simply Tower. The cousins left because they had grown exhausted and aggravated with the family’s abominable ways and wanted a peaceful life. They wanted no parts in the feud with the Crimson Hightowers either. They had been tired of constantly looking over their shoulders. It had been a decade since Apollo had last seen the trio. His relationship with the Towers wasn’t close compared to some of the other familial relationships. They were also older than him by six, eight, and ten years.

As Apollo packed his suitcase, his mind wandered off. He thought about his new, potential life among the middle class. It’s going to be hard without the comforts you’re used to. No one would clean up his messes. No one would bring his meals. No more allowances and vacations every month. No more expensive clothes and presents. The new lifestyle would hit Apollo hard. He knew he would miss his life in Wych Elm. Apollo became hesitant.

The young boy questioned if his decision to leave was the right choice. Was it a decision made on self-preservation? Or one made out of impulsive anger towards his father and his family? The doubts clouded his mind. “Maybe… Maybe I should sleep on it some more before I make up my mind.” He closed the suitcase and slid it under his bed.

However, if Apollo had stayed in Wych Elm, his life would be miserable. If he left, he had the chance to start over and re-invent himself. Apollo wondered if he would experience true happiness or something close to it. He became distressed weighing the pros and cons of each choice. Apollo felt way in over his head.

“What do you think I should do, Benjy?” Apollo asked the stuffed turtle on his dresser. The animal was a gift from his late mother. She made it by upcycling Apollo’s old baby blanket which her mother had made. Josie gifted Benjy to Apollo when he was five; he and that stuffed turtle became inseparable. “Mommy loved her arts and craft.” Apollo said as he examined the turtle. “If I do leave this place, that means I’ll never see you again…” He lamented. Tears formed in his eyes.

Whenever Apollo was troubled, especially late at night, he went to his mother’s mausoleum and talked to her. Though it was late at night, Apollo went to see his mother in case that was his last night in Wych Elm.

 

Josephine Hightower’s mausoleum was more a work of art than it was a place for mourning and remembrance. Solomon was rumored to have spent a lot of money on its construction, to the point it nearly bankrupted the family. He made sure the finest designers, builders, and sculptors were contracted to work on his wife’s final resting place. Even in death, his beloved Josie deserved only the highest quality. Thirteen steps led to the open-aired, colonnade rotunda overgrown with vines. Each step represented a year of marriage. At the center of the structure was a sculpture of Josie on a circular bench asleep with a book in her head. Solomon chose that pose of Josie because she often fell asleep in the garden when reading. No matter how many times Solomon scolded her not to sleep outside (because she could get sick), Josie continued doing it anyways.

The mausoleum was enclosed inside a private garden so that in death, Josie always had a view of the flowers she adored so much. Solomon’s wife was the only Hightower interred on the estate’s grounds. Not even his own parents were awarded the privilege. Many assumed it was Solomon’s way of keeping Josie close to him.

Apollo praised his father for the mausoleum’s design. He thought it was a beautiful tribute to his mother. His only issue was the angel statue that sat atop the roof. As beautiful as the angel was, her ambiguous expression always made Apollo’s hair stand up for some reason. Some days she appeared pensive and detached. Some days she appeared gentle and comforting. And then there were days when she looked wrathful; Apollo felt like the statue could see into his very soul. It was unnerving.

Apollo plopped down on the hard bench and rested his head in the statue’s lap. He conversed with the statue as if she were his actual mother. “I don’t like this version of dad.” Apollo confided in the statue how he always felt like Solomon loved Josie more. How he came third to his mother and his Aunt Naomie. “I don’t think he ever wanted a child. I think he just wanted to keep you happy.” Apollo’s tears fell into the statue’s lap. “At least I’m probably higher up in the list than my Uncle Florian.” The boy laughed through the tears.

“Is that-? Is that Apollo over there?” Olsen squinted. The garden lamps only provided so much light. He, Horatio, Joaquin, and some other men were outside smoking. Olsen wanted to know why the boy was outside so late at the night. “He better not be doing shit.” The man spat on the ground.

“Apollo’s talking to his mother.” Horatio lit another cigarette. “That’s his thing.” He told his brother to leave the boy alone. “You’ve already ruined his day.” Horatio chastised his brother a second time for his big mouth. “Also,” he pointed his cigarette, “you owe the patriarch a new shirt.” He released the smoke in his lungs.

Olsen jerked his neck. “Why?” An argument broke out between the brothers.

Joaquin tuned out the conversation and focused his attention on the sky. Another storm was on the way in. “What’s up with this strange ass weather of late?” He said with the cigarette in his mouth. Joaquin was tired of the gloomy weather. He couldn’t stand it. No one paid his words any mind, however.

“I don’t see how that’s my fault?” He touched his chest. “He should take it out of that brat’s allow-” A stray bolt of lightning struck the house.

Joaquin quickly ashed his cigarette against the stone lantern. “Shit! The storm’s here!”

“We need to get inside. Now!” Horatio barked at the men. The group hauled ass towards the nearest door.

“Shit! That brat, Apollo!” The boy was still at his mother’s grave. As much as Olsen couldn’t stand Apollo, that was Solomon’s son. His safety was still Olsen’s responsibility. “Apollo! Apollo! Dammit!” He swore with frustration. The thunder drowned out his voice.  “I’m going to get him!” Olsen called to the men.

“Be careful!” Horatio and Joaquin yelled back. They stood in the breezeway and watched Olsen as he darted across the lawn towards Josie’s mausoleum.

Olsen screamed Apollo’s name until he was hoarse. “Apollo! Apollo, get your stupid ass inside the house! Apollo!” He didn’t respond. “APOLLO!”

Apollo awakened once again to find he had cried himself to sleep. When he realized he was in the middle of a storm, he sat upright with alarm. “Olsen?” The child squinted.

Olsen waved his hands in the air. “Apollo! Come on! We need to get inside!” The wind began picking up. Whatever wasn’t secured or fastened down became a dangerous projectile. Olsen finally reached the mausoleum. “We need to-” Apollo threw himself into the man’s arms.

“Thank you…Olsen…” He cried into the man’s chest. Olsen’s attitude towards the boy softened a bit. Apollo was still a child despite everything.

Olsen couldn’t help but smirk . “Yeah, yeah, yeah... Let’s get back to the house.” He held Apollo close to him. “Urgh… Damn. I can’t see anything.” The heavy wind and rain hindered his visibility. “Just stay close to me-” A second lightning bolt struck a tree not far off from where they stood. Olsen told Apollo they needed to move quickly.

However, for some reason, Apollo wouldn’t budge. Olsen reprimanded the youth. He had to push his fear aside so they could get to safety. They couldn’t stay where they were. Apollo wouldn’t tell Olsen, but he had a terrible feeling that something horrible was about to happen. “Olsen… I-I don’t think… We should stay right here!”

Olsen told him no. “We don’t have time for this.” He cursed. The man would carry Apollo if he had too. “You’re going to be fine." Olsen grabbed at Apollo, but the child fought against him. "Stop it, Apollo! We can’t stay here! It’s not safe!”

“Olsen, watch out!” Apollo used all of his juvenile strength to push Olsen away from him before a heavy tree branch crushed them both.

The next bolt of lightning struck the angel atop Josie’s mausoleum. “APOLLO!” Olsen, horrified, helplessly watched as Apollo was killed by the statue in front of his mother’s grave.

 

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“Well, Katrina my dear, the final laugh belongs to you.” Rowena said as she drew the curtains for the night. The storm howled on outside her window. “Urgh… That bastard will be here soon…” Rowena referred to Alexander, her youngest son. She was his prisoner and had been confined in her room for almost a decade under the guise of “house arrest.” No one in all of Old Cahawba knew what crime Rowena committed to warrant such an extensive sentence, not even her twin sons Art and Theo. No one asked or questioned Alexander about his mother’s crime either.

Rowena was repeatedly subjected to physical, emotional, and psychological abuse at the hands of her sadistic son. He tried every method he could to break her, but Rowena was tougher than a diamond. Her unwillingness to grovel or submit only fueled Alexander’s sadism. Despite slowly wasting away in her room, Alexander gave his mother a servant boy, Aspen, to keep her company. Unfortunately, his presence did nothing to alleviate her suffering or solitude. Aspen seldom spoke. When he did, it was short and to the point. He kept to himself in the corner of Rowena’s room occupied by his crochetwork.

As predicted by Rowena, Alexander barged into his mother’s suite unannounced with a malicious grin from ear to ear. Rowena sighed with defeat. “Good evening…mother…” Alexander’s words lacked the warmth of love. Instead, they were backed by cold hatred. 

Alexander made himself comfortable on Rowena’s bed, wiping his dirty shoes all over her expensive, clean sheets. To his displeasure, Rowena picked up her book and began reading. She tried her hardest to ignore her son’s aggravating presence. But in the spirit of depraved spitefulness, Alexander tore the book from Rowena’s hands. He groaned when he read the cover. “Reading Macbeth, again?” He commented on how his mother had read the play so many times over the years she could recite every line from memory. Macbeth was Rowena’s favorite literary work. She even read the play to her sons when they were small.

Rowena’s youngest son, however, had never been fond of Macbeth or any of Shakespeare’s works. The mayor found the long-deceased man’s writing boring. He made sure to let Rowena know at every interval.

Alexander’s mother laughed uncontrollably. The vein in his forehead pulsed with anger. Rowena leaned over the arm of her chair. “You’re no different than Macbeth, my son.” She continued laughing but that time directly in his face.

“Humor me.” He replied to his mother, sneering. Alexander snapped his fingers. “Aspen, come here.” The quiet boy placed his crochetwork in his basket and scurried over to Alexander. “Throw this in the fireplace for me, please.” His polite tone was a contrast to the harsh one he used with his mother. Aspen chucked the book into the fire and returned to his corner.

Rowena was unbothered by Alexander’s act of spite. She was used to it. She was numb to it. Destroying her book was the least harmful thing he did to her. “You’re thirty-five years old still throwing a tantrum like a child.” Rowena crossed her arms. She smiled haughtily at her son. “Very unbecoming of a Hightower patriarch.” Alexander’s face morphed into a sinister expression of rage. Rowena’s comment struck a terrible nerve. She doubled down and told Alexander he embodied Macbeth in many ways. “You’re too ambitious. You have this perverted desire for power. You have extreme violent tendencies. You’re a deceitful prick. And you’re greedy. Insatiably greedy.” Rowena told Alexander he would meet his downfall just like Macbeth did. “The only difference between you and Macbeth is that he was once a noble and honorable man before he fell to the corruption of his desires. You on the other hand, never possessed those traits.” Rowena told Alexander he was born with a darkness inside him.  She got up and walked over to her vanity. “Cornelius was always going on about how Nolan couldn’t be trusted to lead this family.” Rowena believed Alexander would be all of their downfall.

“You’re forgetting one important thing, mother.” Alexander bit into the crisp apple he brought with him. “Behind every deranged Macbeth is an equally deranged Lady Macbeth.” Rowena cut her eyes and began removing her makeup. “I’ll never understand your need to doll yourself up every day as if you have somewhere to go. As if you’ll be expecting guests.” He said with smugness.

“I would if you allowed Theo to see me.” Theo was the only one of Rowena’s sons who truly loved and cared about her. He had longed to see his mother but was unable to because of Alexander. “I miss him…” Rowena said with sorrow. She rubbed her stomach.

“Pssh!” Alexander became annoyed. “You’re not missing out on much with mama’s boy.” He said with disgust.

“I remember you were once a mama’s boy too…” The anger returned to Alexander’s face. He clenched the apple tightly.

“That was before I realized how much of a weird bitch you were.” Alexander threw the apple at the vanity. Rowena’s makeup flew everywhere.

She snapped. “If only Cornelius was alive to see how you turned-” Alexander grabbed his mother by the hair and yanked her neck back. She screamed at him to let her go.

“Cornelius was weak…” He said in a strained voice. “Especially towards the end of his pathetic, senile life.” Alexander’s hatred of his mother stemmed from her scheming antics and the incestuous attachment she had towards him while he was growing up. As he matured, Alexander noticed how easily manipulated by Rowena his father was. His mother wanted a puppet. She wanted to mold Cornelius’ successor into the ideal man worthy of leading the Hightower family. Alexander would not be her puppet. “You have a lot of audacity to sit here and call me ambitious and greedy and power hungry and deceitful.” Alexander was so infuriated he shook violently. He reminded Rowena that she was responsible for her own cousin’s death and then took her husband.

“Let go of me, Alex-” He punched the vanity’s mirror with his hand.

Alexander tightly cupped Rowena’s mouth. “I’ve told you to never to speak my name.” He snarled at the trembling woman. “I don’t ever want to hear it coming out of this dirty mouth of yours.” He shoved her head away aggressively. Aspen continued ignoring the hostile and violent scene before him. “When you create monsters, don’t be surprised when they eventually turn on you.” Alexander regained his composure.

Rowena immediately whipped around and spat in his face. “You hateful ass bastard… I should have terminated my pregnancy like Lilia demanded me to.” When Rowena found out she was pregnant with her third child, Lilia came to her. The old woman revealed the ominous dream she had to Rowena. She urged her daughter-in-law to terminate the pregnancy.

Alexander cackled at his mother’s statement. “Lilia was a spoon and a knife short of a flatware set. I’m not trying to hear it.” 

On the other side of Rowena’s door, Art approached with security. “Alexander.” He called his brother’s name. “Security needs a word.” Art tapped lightly on the door. Alexander gave him permission to enter. Upon entering, Art made sure his eyes stayed forward. He never once looked at his mother.

“What’s your report?” Alexander directed at his chief security officer.

“It’s in regard to Mister Elias and his father Mister Leland. About forty minutes ago, a violent altercation took place down in the latter’s suite. Mister Leland suffered severe injuries and is on his way to the hospital as we speak. He’ll more than likely need a Head CT. Mister Elias has been placed under house arrest in his suite.” That was all the man had to report at the moment. They questioned Elias about the assault, but he refused to say anything to them. “Your eldest brother, Mister Nolan, is currently throwing a fit over the punishment.” He made his irritation and dislike of Nolan known to Alexander.

Alexander, intrigued, paced back and forth in front of the men. “I wasn’t aware little Elias had such a fiery side.” He spoke with amusement. “I can’t wait to hear his side of the story.” He would first, however, discuss the incident with Leland once the man had recovered. Alexander was well aware of Elias’ close partnership with his brother, though he was still ignorant of their scheme. “Thank you, Tory. You may go-”

“Mama!” Theo attempted to shove past the wall of men.

“Theo, don’t.” Art restrained his younger brother. “You can’t-” He threw back his head. Art yelped; his nose was broken. “God dammit, Theodore!” The older twin stumbled backwards into one of the security officers.

Before Theo could reach his mother, Alexander blocked his path to her. He cautiously shook his head. A warning. Theo clenched and unclenched his hands. He never dared to challenge his younger brother. He always followed Alexander blindly and obeyed whatever order was given to him. Their mother was a different situation. The older brother had grown tired of her mistreatment at Alexander’s hands. “Alex-”

“Our mother is unwell, Theo. It’s best we leave her alone for the rest of the evening.” Theo looked over at Rowena. She was a little disheveled and downcast but looked fine as far as health.

“Alexander…please… Please let me see Mama. G-give me just an-an hour to visit with her.” His request was denied. “…Alexander…” Theo looked down at his mother again. Rowena forced a smile for him, despite the devastation she felt over Alexander’s decision.

It’s okay. She mouthed to her disappointed son. Rowena didn’t want him in trouble with Alexander. His own brothers weren’t even exempt from his violent outbursts.

“No…” Theo argued back against the decision. “No…I’m not going to accept this.” He raised his voice to Alexander. A wildfire of anger burned in the man’s eyes.

Art hurried to his brother’s side. He still held his bleeding nose. “Theo… You don’t want to do this.” But he did. Theo pushed his twin away. His mind was made up.

“What did she even do to you to deserve this?” Theo called their mother’s captivity cruel and unusual. “I-I mean… I-I don’t understand! At least… At least let her have some visitors, Alexander… This… This a horrible way to treat someone, especially your mother!” He told his brother it wasn’t right. Ten years locked away in her room should have been more than enough time served. “Whatever she did do, I-I’m sure it was for a good reason at least. Everything she’s done over the years has been for us, her sons.” Theo told Alexander he wouldn’t leave until his brother changed his mind.

“Theo… You need to stop this. Alexander’s our head of family.” Art once again tried to reason with his twin.

“And we’re his brothers Arthur, his older brothers. When he’s doing something wrong, it’s-it’s our duty as his older brothers to let him know.” A terrified look appeared on Art’s face. The spat between his brothers wouldn’t end well.

Alexander, quiet and calm, reached out his hand to Tory. The security officer handed over his taser. Alexander turned the device up to the highest setting. He casually walked up to Theo, who was still at it with Art, and used the taser on him. The agonizing scream that escaped Theo’s mouth was spine-chilling.

Rowena shrieked and pleaded with Alexander to stop. “You’re going to kill him, Alexander! You’re going to kill your brother!” She lunged at her son only to be restrained. “Stop it! You’re going to kill my baby!” That last statement stopped Alexander.

Art tried to catch his twin with his one arm, but the barely conscious man was too heavy for him. His body collided with the floor. “Theo? Theo? Theo!” Art frantically shook the man. He released a low groan. “Thank God…” He said and laid his head across Theo’s chest.

Alexander ordered security to take Theo back to his room. “He needs to go straight to the hospital.” Rowena interjected. She was still restrained and unable to get to her son.

You need to shut up, Rowena.” He barked at his mother. Alexander told the woman it was a matter between brothers. Her concerns and comments weren’t needed. “Get him out of here.” He snapped at the men. “And you mother, have a delightful evening.” Alexander’s devilish smirk was the last thing Rowena saw before the door closed behind him.

Rowena tore apart her room after they left. She unleashed every ounce of anger and frustration on her furniture and belongings. Aspen continued crocheting, unbothered. “Damn that bastard ass son of mine! Him and Art can burn in Hell!” She broke a chair in two against the floor. Rowena inhaled and exhaled to calm her temper. “The time’s come to use my ace in the hole against that smug son of a bitch.” After that night, Rowena would no longer be Alexander’s prisoner and punching bag. Those days of humiliation and abuse were finally over.

Hidden behind her vanity was a secret compartment. Rowena removed a sealed, red envelope. She beckoned Aspen. “Yes, Miss Rowena?” The boy answered her in a deadpan voice. His uninterested expression reflected his tone.

Rowena handed Aspen the envelope. “What I’m about to ask of you is very, very important. This task is more important than your own life.” The boy cocked his head to the side. “Take this envelope to Nolan Hightower. And don’t let anyone know about it, especially that insufferable bastard Alexander.” The contents of the envelope contained the catalyst for her son’s downfall.  

Rowena’s relationship with her cousin’s son was…non-existent. The boy was ignored by Rowena after his mother’s death. She never showed Nolan maternal love or tried to build some type of relationship with him. Nolan was always Cornelius’s other son to her. “Hmm… How did he…?” Rowena stared down at the envelope. She wondered how Alexander made the connection between her and Katrina’s death. Her cousin had died of respiratory failure after Rowena spiked her tea with a dangerous quantity of opium. No one knew what Rowena did because she never spoke about her crime.

Alexander’s knowledge of Katrina’s death and Rowena’s part in it now longer mattered in the end. She wouldn’t face the repercussions of her past sins anyways. “Miss Rowena… What are you doing?” Aspen sounded almost concerned about his mistress.

Rowena pulled back the curtains and flung open the window. The storm had begun to die down. She lamented not being able to see the moon and stars one last time as she climbed on top of the railing. The cool wind felt immaculate against her hot skin. Rowena felt free for the first time in a decade. “Please tell Theo I love him and that I’m sorry.” The woman began laughing and rejoicing into the night. “‘Now take me light! Now cover my darkness!’” She closed her eyes. Aspen watched as Rowena jumped to her death.

 

Author's Note: So, I know two chapters ago I said this series was going on hiatus, and it is. The reason why I published two more chapters is because this chapter and the characters' stories are the turning point/build up to the story's climax. I felt it was best to go on hiatus right here. 

As I said two chapters ago, I like to take intermittent breaks from working on certain stories to work on others. I feel like it helps keep my writing fresh. There are times where I do get "bored" working on the same story series for days on end and my writing quality begins to decline due to that boredom. When I'm ready to come back to TGITWE, I'll put the update in the author's note section of the chapter I published. 


 

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