There is a dream sleeping somewhere in the depths of an ever blue ocean. I believe it belongs to Gatsby. It will never again see the surface. It was his precious dream. James Gatz. The Jay Gatsby. During the time when he was still alive, he loved a woman. It was me. Daisy B. He loved me the way all girls desired to be loved, like the Shepherd so loved the Nymph who didn’t love him. I was his Nymph. Beautiful and carefree, but he could not have me. Would never have me. I’m sure we were, by fate of the cruel Stars, meant to be together. Yet our love, from the start, was a tragedy. It was for one of us, who would meet an abrupt end. Gatsby’s love nor wealth Could buy back my love or our time. I, his Nymph, spurned he, the Shepherd, for a Duke’s son. I desired wealth and status, even at the cost of my own happiness. But the man I married could not love me. Would never love me like Gatsby always did. In our forgotten youth, Our love ...
So, I have some mildly disappointing news. The publish times between chapters may take a little a longer to roll out. For the last 2 years, I've been trying to move on from my current job position into something else. I went back to school last year and finished up in May, but I doubt Clinical Research may be the next step moving forward. I'm going to take some Environmental Health and Safety courses. It consists of 15 modules for a total of 47 contact hours. These modules, however, are about an 1 1/2 to 2 hours long of information/content. I'm going to stretch them out, but they will take up a majority of my personal time. It's hard to motivate myself to write when I'm unhappy with my job and barely making ends meet. I hope everyone who's been following my blog understands. What I can say is this: school/academics are huge motivators when it comes to me writing. I definitely won't be procrastinating while juggling to the two. Anyways, thanks for the support...
Somewhere, drowning in the endless expanse of ocean and time there is a dream. It will never again see the surface. That dream was my dream. Jay Gatsby. The Great Gatsby. In my time, when I was still alive, I loved a woman and she loved me. I loved her the way misers love gold, like nymphs to the Spring. She was my Flower. Delicate. Beautiful. A smile like no other, but I could not have her. I would never have her. By the hands of the Stars, we were meant to be lovers. But those same Stars cursed us and we were doomed to tragedy. One of us at least. All of my love and all of my wealth and riches could not buy her love. My treasured flower fell into the arms of another who did not, could not, love her. Like I do. Like I did in life. Love is so short. Forgetting is so long. I am dead, but I cannot forget. Our young love was like the Spring. Now, it is an endless Winter. She no longer loved me, of that I am certain, but I still loved her. I still love her. A m...
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